I care so little about school right now.
Well, specifically, I care so little about my intl. studies class.

I will do everything in my power to put off my final paper!
Where did this new, lazy Paul come from? When and how was he grown n’ fed?!

Even after cutting back on activities and organizations, events still find their way to make my life a busy mess (yet exciting, don’t get me wrong). If next year promises to be even busier, then how am I ever going to cope and drudge through my final year of college. My grades will beyond a doubt begin to plummet…

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Why have I been wasting so much money lately? Every day I waste money on food. I suppose that’s what I should be wasting money on, but still, I feel bad for using up so much in so little time. I ought to be conservative and keep in mind that I will be traveling around the world again and that requires intense financial prepping. Instead, I squander money on event after event, bar after bar, luxury after luxury that will, in the end, just result in me complaining about it in blog entries such as this. I think I am going to have to take steps to moderate my spending…limit my cash on hand and the amount of credit card spending that I can do. Cut out events in my life that are not necessary, but then again, aren’t they all pretty damn necessary? I feel so screwed. Yes. Pretty royally screwed at the moment in every aspect that comes to school and money. Woe is me, I am totally embodying that state of being.