I can’t swim worth crap.
I thought I could survive if thrown into the ocean, but I guess not anymore haha.

Urrgh water…nearly drowned with each lap.
My skin also looks like crap due to chlorine.
Legs tired from today + yesterday’s kendo.

Sooo exhausted. I can’t concentrate on researching for my Sociology class.
Midterm also next week. Actually next week is going to be ultra busy.
I hope that doesn’t equate to ultra crap. TIME SHALL BE THE JUDGE!

Furthermore…
hair too subtle. Next time, lighter brown!

I dyed my hair for the first time yesterday.
Too bad you can’t see ANYTHING unless you look really hard. haha

At least the process wasn’t as bad as I thought it’d be.

I ‘hun’ think Wheesung’s ‘Love…Love?…Love!’ album is great!

It was an eventful day today.
Yet for some reason I feel empty & distressed inside.
I think it comes from me being dissed internally.
It hurts because it attacks the real inner me.

Haven’t felt this sort of unsettling emotion in Seattle before.
But there’s always a first for everything whether it be good or bad.

The more people try and evangelize me, the more I hate Christianity.
Your preaching is backfiring so please stop.

On an entirely different note:

I’m really worried about housing next year. Housing & Food Services here at the University of Washington is really crap. The ultimate crap. The service is rude and inefficient, yet I keep having to go back to them for all these little housing issues. The main problem revolves around Steven’s Court. Me and a few chums had applied for this campus apartment complex a while back…there is still no response. After various inquiries, we realize that no one really knows what the hell they are talking about. Each source feeds us different information and nothing really ties together. We decided to go to the head honcho and that was still worthless. She’s a rude, grundgy toothed lady that we have to suck up to…at least until we get the place. HOWEVER! I am uneasy about having this be my only plan for housing next year. It’s very nerve-racking. I have put much effort into having things be perfect for living conditions next year, yet no matter how many precautions and rule-following I do, UW’s Housing & Food Services still insists on screwing me over! Dates and deadlines are approaching and it would incredibly suck if I didn’t have a place to live next year…at all!!! BIATCH. I’m going to call once again tomorrow…and see the situation. I know it probably won’t be to any avail but I’ll try to take solace in attempting something. Perhaps I should just rent an off-campus apartment for a quarter or something…? I don’t know. I seriously DO hate them incredibly.

uuuuuuuuuuggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

the first sickness of the year.
my throat is so sore.
my nose is so runny.
my nose is also aching.
my head is congested.

i toss and turn keeping my roomates awake.

i hate this sickness – perhaps i should have stayed indoors and rested.
behaving like this makes me want a single even more. i hate crawling out of my bunk in the middle of the night, i’d rather just hop to my left or right. now i am typing this entry at 640am because i cannot sleep. i am waiting for my dayquil to kick in. i haaaaaaaaaaaaate.

ps. REALLY what is wrong w/ my left nostril and why does it throb??