2(I’m feeling) @ the same time:

It sucks when Cards don’t lie,
you get slapped in the face with reality – once again.
But then why was I living disillusioned in the first place?
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Why should I help those I don’t like? It drives me insane to be nice.
But it’s my own fault for stirring up such ill-minded thoughts,
brooding over such insignificant things.
Rather,
Take the high road. You’re better than them and you know it.
Narcissism prevails in moments like this, the purest remedy.