I feel like I’m in those temporary high periods again.
One minute I’m happy and complacent with life as it is,
and the next moment, I’m sitting here staring pessimistically at the world.
Luckily, I’m posting this in one of those better times.
It’s sad how life is a constant struggle to maintain this feeling.
I wish it would just come naturally without my forcing.
But then I’d be asking for too much.
Live in the moment, the rest is beyond me and my understanding.